Kathleen Ewart has been a devotee of Adi Da Samraj since
1979. She has lived and served Adi Da mainly on Naitauba Island, Fiji since
1986. Her principal services have included transcribing Adi Da Samraj's spoken
communications and tending the most sacred holy sites established by Adi Da.
1991, I was living on the Mountain Of Attention
in Northern California. The event that I will describe
occurred the morning after a heartbreaking goodbye with my husband of many years.
We were separating by choice, both of us being devotees of Beloved Adi Da, and
both of us choosing at that time to simplify our lives as single people in service
and devotion to our Master.
When I awoke early that morning the light was
just barely entering the room. For a few seconds it was like any other morning.
Then suddenly I remembered what I had chosen. However obvious it had been to make
that decision, it still was not without profound feeling, and the heartbreak penetrated
Still lying in bed, I turned my head to the side to be able to
see Beloved Adi Da's photograph on my bedside table. When I looked at His Form,
the One Who He Is became suddenly alive and Present to me. My heart was instantly
opened and filled with His Love-Blissful Energy, and I was soon filled with the
feeling of Him from head to toe.
I sat up and gazed around the room in awe.
What I saw and felt was a different reality than I had ever experienced. Beloved
Adi Da permeated my whole body and mind with Love-Blissful energy, and as I looked
around, I felt that same Energy surrounding and permeating every single particle
of the room. Everything literally visually sparked with the Delight, the Happiness
of Beloved Adi Da's Divine Love-Bliss! This was no idea or thought. The air was
thick with it!
All there was was the Presence of Beloved Adi Da! There
was no problem anywhere! My entire being was flooded with this Reality! What is
true and real is Beloved Adi Da, Present literally everywhere as Happiness Itself,
Love-Bliss Itself!I dressed quietly and walked to the meditation hall, still
receiving this remarkable Revelation as I crossed the Sanctuary, grateful beyond
words, devotional Love of Beloved Adi Da overwhelming my heart.